it makes me sad to think there are people in this world who haven’t heard heavy metal lover
"tea is just leaf water!" "yeah well coffee is just bean water!" wow, it’s. it’s like everything is made of things. this door is just wood rectangle. this poster is just ink paper. this lemonade is just lemon water. wow, it’s like you can combine ingredients to make things that are more enjoyable than the initial parts of the equation. sure is a magical world we live in
love is nauseating. the fact that humans are capable of letting one person stake this massive amount of control over them is absolutely insane. perhaps due to my more regular incapacity for emotion that the occasional weakness stings just that much more. i hate having to stand idly by and know that the person i care so much for doesn’t care for me even close to that much.
all i can do is take this sickening feeling and lock it away, and remember how it feels next time i consider opening up to someone again.